Hello – I Tell You Time and Time Again How Much I Care. #MusicisLife #TedTocksCovers #LionelRichie

Once again, we set the time travel dial back to 1984. Say ‘Hello” to Lionel Richie, but please resist the urge to ask him if you are the one he is looking for because you would not be the first to ask him that predicable questions.

It was on this day 40 years ago that ‘Hello’ hit #1 on the U.S. Pop, R&B and Adult Contemporary charts. It was the second single from his album ‘Can’t Slow Down’, and along with ‘All Night Long’ it helped ‘Can’t Slow Down’ win the 1984 Grammy for Album of the Year.

Consider this. ‘Can’t Slow Down’ is the top selling album ever released on the Motown label. When one sifts through the list of timeless recordings that Motown has offered through the years this is a staggering feat.

For ‘Hello’, Lionel Richie harkened back to an old theme in his writing. He reflected on his own vulnerabilities. In this case, shyness. In interviews, Lionel Richie has stated that as a young man he was attracted to the beautiful woman all around him, but he considered himself too shy to approach them. Instead, he retreated into his own mind and thought;

Hello, is it me you’re looking for.”

The idea for a song took root, but for years he was not able to complete it to his satisfaction, until a very innocent exchange inspired him and gave him a sense of validation.

In 1981-’82, Lionel Richie was working on his first solo album, which followed his time in The Commodores. His long-time producer, James Anthony Carmichael dropped by his home for a visit. When Carmichael arrived, Richie was sitting at his piano and jokingly said;

Hello, is it me you’re looking for.”

Carmichael was struck by the phrase and instinctively responded with;

Finish that song”

Richie briefly resisted, thinking it was corny but all it took was a little push.

By the time I finished the verse, I fell in love again.”

He kept on writing from the perspective of his younger self and when it was done, he was reasonably satisfied, but still somewhat reluctant. Even though it was written for his solo debut it ended up on the cutting room floor. By the time Richie was ready to record ‘Can’t Slow Down’, his wife Brenda, who loved the song persuaded him to add it to the new recording. This is important because Brenda was also the inspiration for ‘Three Times a Lady’.

Lionel and Brenda were college sweethearts, and were married from 1975 through 1993. The 18-year marriage came to a tumultuous end when Brenda caught Lionel and his mistress Diane Alexander having an affair at her Beverly Hills apartment.

The acrimony in Richie’s life existed long before the demise of his marriage. He was accused of plagiarizing ‘Hello’ by a Long Island song writer named Marjorie Hoffman White.

Based on the advice of a musicologist, White launched a lawsuit stating that ‘Hello’ had used the same melody as her song ‘I’m Not Ready to Go’. The suit sought one million dollars in compensatory damages and requested that Richie halt production and distribution of his recording, and share any future royalties. Here is the story. This is from a YouTube channel called ‘All About Stuff’.

Unfortunately, I was unable to find the song.

In the end, Lionel Richie was found to be not guilty.

The next part of the ‘Hello’ story is the popular video which could be described as divisive. Some find it romantic and heart wrenching, while others feel it is insipid and unwatchable.

In the video, Lionel Richie is depicted as a teacher named Mr. Reynolds who becomes infatuated with a blind pottery student named Laura. As the video develops it is revealed that Laura has created a perfect clay model of Richie (Reynolds) head. In other words, although blind, Laura felt the same way as Mr. Reynolds, and both had been inhibited by their own shyness. It is certainly a nice story, and relatable in a ‘Hallmark’ sort of way. Interestingly, the woman who played ‘Laura’ was indeed named Laura Carrington, and went on to play Dr. Simone Ravelle-Hardy on General Hospita, in the late ‘80s.

Lionel Richie was not convinced that this storyline was a good idea, and made his concerns known to producer Bob Giraldi. The response was definite.

You’re not creating the story, I am.”

Back to the point raised earlier that speaks to the divisiveness of the ‘Hello’ video; in a poll of 8000 music fans conducted by UK-MTV ‘Hello’ had the dubious distinction of being selected the worst video of all time, but in an interview for the book ‘I Want My MTV’ Bob Giraldi was resolute.

I came up with the idea of a blind girl and Lionel as a teacher. ‘Hello’ is one of the top videos ever.”

He put a stamp on this opinion when in response to Lionel Richie’s observation that the bust created by Laura didn’t look enough like him, he rolled his eyes and simply retorted that Richie needed to keep in mind that the creator was visually impaired.

Through the years, Lionel Richie grew to like virtually everything about ‘Hello’ because the accolades far exceeded the negativity. Enjoy this interpretation created by Jimmy Fallon. Lionel Richie plays along, and the result is hysterical.

About the same time as Jimmy and Lionel’s hijinks were presented, discussion related to ‘Hello’ came back up again when Adele released her song, ‘Hello’. Similarities between the two songs by theme and video presentation were quickly raised. Frankly, I don’t see it. The only commonality is the song title. The Lionel Richie and Adele songs would have made a good version of an occasional Ted Tocks Covers feature known as ‘Same Title, Different Song’.

People need to just relax and enjoy the positive qualities. There is too much evil in this world to create a controversy over two very talented artists and their creativity.

To this point, how about we spend some time listening to several quality cover versions of Lionel Richie’s classic song. This is what it’s all about, as we celebrate four decades of a beautiful song.

Anyone who wants to follow a story of an artist with a fascinating trajectory need look no further than Luther Vandross. Back in 1994, Luther Vandross released an album of quality covers called ‘Songs’. This was his way of paying homage to the many artists who inspired him over a quarter century of recording, to that point in time.

Who knew that one of Luther’s first gigs was performing as part of the Sesame Street troupe, Listen My Brother’. Enjoy this video which features Vandross and his friends performing an educational song called ‘Count to 20’.

You can learn plenty, but you’ve got to learn how to count to 20.”

This is so good, but I have gone off on a tangent.

Sadly, the Music world lost this immense talent in 2005. Luther Vandross was only 54 years old.

A quarter century after Gary Puckett and the Union Gap released the insipid song ‘Young Girl’, Gary Puckett recorded ‘Time Pieces’ which is his walk through the past.

One year later in 1996, Shirley Bassey offered her cover of ‘Hello’ on the album ‘The Show Must Go On’. Ted Tocks Covers always enjoys adding Bassey to these features.

Heading into the next century we arrive in 2005 with Paul Anka and this catchy version of ‘Hello’ on his album ‘Rock Swings’. Yet another excellent recording.

Here is what I thought would be another interesting cover. This is from 2007 and it features Arne Benoni with Lynn Anderson (see ‘Cry’ and ‘I Never Promised You a Rose Garden’). Kind of uninspired. Oh well.

Always leave room on your plate for a little Richard Cheese. This is from his album ‘A Lounge Supreme’ in 2011.  This transforms to swing early on and it really takes off. Tons of fun, and of course it takes a shot at the original lyrics by suggesting a more troubled subject.

Sometimes I see you passed out by my door.”

Always a fun take from Richard Cheese.

Following the controversial comparisons that arose in 2015, Demi Lovato performed this abbreviated version during the 2016 Grammys. This is too good not share.

Another Ted Tocks Covers favourite is Mike Masse who in 2019 recorded this strong cover of ‘Hello’ with his friends Rock Smallwood and Bryce Bloom. Always quality from Mike Masse.

Boyce Avenue never disappoints either. Here they are doing their own version of ‘Hello’ in 2020 and absolutely nailing it.

 One other interesting fact that I discovered while writing this feature is that in 2019 Lionel Richie embarked on a business venture. He released some companion perfumes called ‘Hello’. One for men and one for women.

The mens’ was marketed with the line

A lyrical blend. Mesmerize your senses with an aromatic, alluring fragrance. Curated by iconic musician Lionel Richie, Hello, a light yet subtly enticing fougère scent infused with amber florals, is the ideal fragrance companion for the modern man.”

How do you top that?

Well, the women’s promotional tags offered this marketing tag.

Hello by Lionel Richie Eau de Parfum is described as a sensual and elegant fruity-chypre scent with floral and oriental nuances. Sweet and refreshing notes at the top of the composition include citruses, fruits and pink pepper blossom. Modern notes of jasmine and tuberose make the floral heart of the perfume, based on sweet, woody and musky aromas.”

Things went so well for this fragrance that Lionel Richie followed up ‘Hello’ with another ode to his musical catalogue.

Breathe in the aroma as you listen.

It’s easy. ‘Easy Like Sunday Morning’.

Happy Mother’s Day to all of the wonderful Mothers out there. You make the world a better place and it says here that women deserve so much better, in so many ways.

Hopefully with the help of some quality music we will be one step closer to that place.

(Don’t Fear) The Reaper – Our spirit will prevail #MusicisLife #TedTocksCovers #BlueOysterCult #BuckDharma #GooGooDolls #BigCountry #ProzakforLovers #Heaven17 #LAGuns #DaveMatthewsBand #MikeMasse #GusBlack #HayseedDixie #LeoMoracchioli #KeepShellyinAthens #WillFarrell #ChadSmith #JoeBouchard #AlbertBouchard

Apparently over 135,000 people die every day.

When Blue Oyster Cult guitarist and vocalist Donald ‘Buck Dharma’ Roeser learned that he had a heart condition at the age of 22, he became obsessed with his own mortality. This personal contemplation led to the creation of ‘Don’t Fear the Reaper’.

Dharma missed the mark when he suggested 40,000 people die each day, but that was beside the point. He was speaking to his audience and suggesting that;

Your spirit will prevail.”

Buck Dharma

In a sense, it was personal therapy for Dharma, who through the writing determined that it would be foolish to live in fear. His message was to live life to its fullest and in a perfect world, find someone to take your hand and share in the enjoyment.

It was sort of inspired by a personal health scare – I thought I was going to maybe not live that long. I had been diagnosed with a heart condition, and your mind starts running away with you – especially when you’re young-ish. So, that’s why I wrote the story. It’s imagining you can survive death in terms of your spirit.”

Buck Dharma

Of course, the lyrics were somewhat misinterpreted.

The reference to Romeo and Juliet living in eternity caused some people to believe that the song was suggesting a suicide pact. This horrified Dharma who felt he had written a very positive piece of poetry.

It helped him. He was hoping it would help others.

I felt that I had just achieved some kind of resonance with the psychology of people when I came up with that, I was actually kind of appalled when I first realized that some people were seeing it as an advertisement for suicide or something that was not my intention at all. It is, like, not to be afraid of [death] (as opposed to actively bring it about). It’s basically a love song where the love transcends the actual physical existence of the partners.”

Buck Dharma

For songwriters, there is often a moment where they come to terms with the fact that people will take their lyrics and interpret them in a way that was purely unintended.

They’re certainly open to interpretation, and everybody seems to have their own thoughts about what stuff means. We purposely let people do that – draw their own conclusions from the lyric.”

Buck Dharma

Here you go…

All our times have come
Here but now they’re gone
Seasons don’t fear the reaper
Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain… we can be like they are
Come on baby… don’t fear the reaper
Baby take my hand… don’t fear the reaper
We’ll be able to fly… don’t fear the reaper
Baby I’m your man…

La la la la la
La la la la la

Valentine is done
Here but now they’re gone
Romeo and Juliet
Are together in eternity… Romeo and Juliet
40,000 men and women everyday… Like Romeo and Juliet
40,000 men and women everyday… Redefine happiness
Another 40,000 coming everyday… We can be like they are
Come on baby… don’t fear the reaper
Baby take my hand… don’t fear the reaper
We’ll be able to fly… don’t fear the reaper
Baby I’m your man…

La la la la la
La la la la la

Love of two is one
Here but now they’re gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear she couldn’t go on
Then the door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew and then disappeared
The curtains flew and then he appeared… saying don’t be afraid
Come on baby… and she had no fear
And she ran to him… then they started to fly
They looked backward and said goodbye… she had become like they are
She had taken his hand… she had become like they are
Come on baby… don’t fear the reaper”

Buck Dharma

For Blue Oyster Cult, the positive thing was ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ provided the hit single that had eluded the band through their first three albums. The good news was the song exposed them to a wider audience. The negative side of this success was they were expected to follow with another. For Dharma, this conflicted with his writing process. He was never one to write for commercial appeal. The pressure to repeat, disturbed his artistic integrity.

The Cult was never destined to be successful at a format. To be a singles band you have to win the casual buyer.”

Buck Dharma

This was never going to be Blue Oyster Cult.

Until…

The cowbell brought us all back.

Here is a summary of the back story that brought the Saturday Night Live crew, guest host Christopher Walken and Blue Oyster Cult together in eternity.

On April 8, 2000, Saturday Night Live introduced the now famous ‘Needs More Cowbell’ skit. This was the 25th season of SNL, and the cast was considered to be among the upper echelon that the show ever offered. In retrospect, one would think that this skit led by guest Christopher Walken, and starring Will Farrell was part of the much desired first half hour, but the reality is, it was relegated to the show’s conclusion. Expectations were minimal. So much so, it was on a side stage that a good portion of the studio audience actually had to watch on the monitors.

Who knew there was obstructed view seating and stages on this set?

Anyway, the premise of the skit involved an imagined version of Blue Oyster Cult in studio recording ‘Don’t Fear the Reaper’. Written by Will Farrell, the skit describes a scene where the band is in the presence of ‘legendary’ producer Bruce Dickinson, who of course is played by Christopher Walken.

(Sidenote – Bruce Dickenson was actually the name of a producer who oversaw a Blue Oyster Cult greatest hits re-issue of ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’. When an SNL intern was asked to go to a record store and grab a copy of ‘Agents of Fortune’ he returned with the Greatest Hits compilation instead. It listed Dickinson as the producer. This is how Bruce Dickenson was named in the skit. It is definitely not an homage to the lead singer of Iron Maiden.)

In the skit, Dickinson’s feel for the music is something to be revered, so when he proclaims that what the song needs was more cowbell, he invites ‘Gene Frenkle’ to take centre stage alongside the driving guitar and rhythm section. His mission is to;

Really explore the studio space.”

Christopher Walken

To the rest of the band the cowbell proves to be a distraction, but after a series of takes they succumb to Dickenson’s demand.

I got a fever, and the only prescription is more cowbell.”

Christopher Walken

The concept is brilliant, and the result remains hysterical nearly a quarter century later.

For Buck Dharma’s part, the Saturday Night Live skit remains funny. He seems more concerned about Chrisopher Walken.

Hilarious. It’s really funny. The band had no idea it was coming, either. It was quite a surprise and phenomenal in its endurance and the way it’s worked its way into the culture. If the cowbell has been at all an annoyance for Blue Öyster Cult, it’s got to be 10 times worse for Christopher Walken! So, I’m riding that horse in the direction it’s going.”

Buck Dharma

So, we know Will Farrell played the cowbell on the Saturday Night Live skit, but who played the percussion instrument on the original recording back in 1975 when the band was working on material for the album, ‘Agents of Fortune’?

This has become somewhat of a mystery lost in time. ‘Don’t Fear the Reaper’ was produced by David Lucas, Murray Krugman and Sandy Pearlman and engineered by Shelly Yakus. One of this collection of studio supporters suggested a nice cowbell rhythm would enhance the track. No less than three people who were there have stated that they played the original cowbell track.

Bassist Joe Bouchard recalls his brother, Albert being asked to play.

Albert thought he was crazy. But he put all this tape around a cowbell and played it. It really pulled the track together.”

Joe Bouchard

According to Bouchard, the cowbell was not the first choice. First it was a flugelhorn and then it was a triangle.

If you ask David Lucas, he played it, or was it guitarist Eric Bloom?

The truth is, nobody knows for sure because when the band was working on overdubs and the extended solo section, it took them longer to perfect that part than the song itself. In all likelihood each of these three people recorded a cowbell track and which one actually made the recording is anyone’s guess.

It’s not like anyone has a distinct cowbell style.

Well, except for Will Farrell.

It is difficult to find the actual SNL video because they protect their skits on public forums, but here is a Vimeo version to enjoy.

Although ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper was Blue Oyster Cult’s first hit song, rising to #12 on the Billboard Hot 100 in late 1976, one of the song’s most lucrative years was…you guessed it…2000.

All thanks to the exposure on Saturday Night Live.

Because of the broad appeal of ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ there is a long line of quality cover versions.

One of the earliest was a frantic presentation by Goo Goo Dolls from their 1987 self-titled debut album.

We like to ‘take the piss’ out of classic songs. We thought it was funny to play ‘Don’t Fear The Reaper’ five times as fast, and cut out everything but the three-chord structure. To me, that is hilarious. But it also allowed us to work on cover songs that fit what we did. Then we ‘put the piss’ back in them, if we will. So instead of making fun of them, we made them our own.”

Robby Takac

Remember Big Country? Here they are thirty years ago offering a strong take on ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’.

Not too long ago I came across Prozak for Lovers covering ‘Blister in the Sun’ by Violent Femmes. When I saw that they had covered ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ I knew their unique take would slide in nicely.

Here’s another act from the ‘80s. Heaven 17 evolved out of Human League and effectively straddled the Punk and New Wave divide. When they were at their best, they were edgy. Here is a great cover of ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’. This is from their 2005 album ‘Before/After’.

Here is another cover with interesting connections. In 2010, California metal band L.A. Guns added their name to a long list of acts to record ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper. This is from their album ‘Covered in Guns’. L.A. Guns is renowned for being the launching pad for Guns ‘n Roses vocalist Axl Rose.

This is just a special performance. As always, the Dave Matthews Band is flawless. Here they are, live from The Gorge in Quincy, Washington. Check out Tim Reynolds. Awesome!

 Another performer that I have stumbled across on several occasions is Mike Masse. Here he is again along with Jeff Hall in a quaint little bar in Salt Lake City, Utah.

Gus Black is perhaps best known for his work co-writing with Lisa Marie Presley on her debut album ‘To Whom It May Concern’, but he has also done some incredible production work for film and TV soundtracks. He offered this stunning cover of ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ for the ‘Scream’ soundtrack. This is haunting.

Today’s post has brought out an all-star lineup of Ted Tocks favourites. Here is Hayseed Dixie from their 2014 release ‘Hair Down to My Grass’. Tons of fun as always.

Ted Tocks Covers cover artist extraordinaire Leo Moracchioli also offers a cover of ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ and if Leo plays it, Ted Tocks Covers adds it to the list.

Keep Shelly in Athens is a Greek duo who offered this soothing version in 2019. Fortunately, it was included on the soundtrack of ‘Unhinged’ in 2020. When it played through the closing credits, many music fans needed to find out who had laid down this stunning cover.

Moving away from the cover versions for a moment, let’s head back to this memorable moment from The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon. This is cool because it presents two actors who were on the stage that night back in 2000, Jimmy Fallon and Will Farrell, along with legendary Red Hot Chili Peppers drummer, Chad Smith. This is known as the Will and Chad Drum Off , which gives way to an abbreviated performance by Red Hot Chili Peppers.

Over the past 45 years ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ has been included in at least 75 different movies, videos and TV shows. Here are a handful.

‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ has often been considered the “anthem for the apocalypse”. The ominous nature of the lyrics certainly gave rise to this reputation, but it could also have been the connection to Stephen King.

In his epic and famous novel ‘The Stand’, King asked his friend Buck Dharma if he could use a passage from the song in the novel’s epigraph. When you open the book, you will see ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ sandwiched between stanzas of ‘Jungleland’ by Bruce Springsteen and ‘Shelter from The Storm’ in the epigraph. Death is a central theme of the novel, which tells the story of a plague that wipes out most of the population.

King slightly modifies ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ by changing “baby” to “Mary” and he italicizes “he” in the line “the curtains flew and then he appeared,” indicating the supernatural. When the novel was adapted into a miniseries in 1994, ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ was used in the dark opening scene when the ‘Superflu’ first ravages the United States.

No mention of ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ can be offered without including a ‘Halloween’ compilation. Here is a full video which features Jamie Lee Curtis prominently.  

Before I conclude, please enjoy this really strong performance by the Bouchard Brothers. Joining them is artist/musician Joan Levy Hepburn. If you recognize the name, you are correct in assuming the connection to Katharine Hepburn. Joan is the famous actress’s niece. She is infinitely talented.

This is from the Katharine Hepburn Cultural Arts Center in Old Saybrook, Connecticut.

Before signing off, here is a very brief concert memory from back in 1984. That summer I would not be exaggerating if I said I saw a concert every week. It seemed like everyone was coming through Toronto and I had two part time jobs so in my mind, I had money to burn.

In early July, I had tickets to see Aerosmith and at the time I was a big fan of their work through the ‘70s. I paid full price for tickets and went to Kingswood Music Theatre at Canada’s Wonderland, in Vaughan, north of Toronto anticipating a really good show.

They sucked. The worst show I have ever seen. Ever…

They were a drug addled disaster.

When I think of Aerosmith my mind is never far from this horrendous show and how badly they disappointed the audience. Inexcusable.

Less than a week later, my friend Ken and I were working at my Uncle Don’s grocery store, A-B Foodland in Acton, and he asked if I wanted to go to Kingswood and see Blue Oyster Cult. They were part of what Canada’s Wonderland was branding as their $7 concert series. If you paid $7 plus a park admission which at the time was somewhere between $15 and $20 you could enjoy the amusement park for a period of time before entering the concert venue for the show. So, for approximately $25 you got a whole lot of entertainment value. I was all in. What have I got to lose?

Sometimes when you enter a situation with minimal expectations and a completely open mind you emerge with the best of experiences.

Blue Oyster Cult put on an incredible show.

Certainly, the highlight was ‘(Don’t Fear) The Reaper’ but there was so much more.

‘Godzilla’ was a crowd favourite.

‘Burnin’ for You’ which was likely Blue Oyster Cult’s next best known song.

‘Roadhouse Blues’ harkened back to The Doors classic from ‘Morrison Hotel’ in 1970.

And if I recall, a version of ‘Born to Be Wild’ which involved a Harley being wheeled out on stage.

The crowd went wild.

I was blown away.

Through the years, Blue Oyster Cult has been cast as a band who never quite reached the pinnacle. Kind of a working man’s hard rock band.

Meanwhile, Aerosmith has achieved legend status.

It says here, in terms of offering full value the roles should be reversed.

But that’s just my opinion…I could be wrong. I am after all, only speaking from my experience.

Roll credits…

Here are the closing credits from ‘The Parent Rap’ episode of ‘The Simpsons’.

Afterimage – Suddenly you were gone from all the lives you left your mark upon #MusicisLife #TedTocksCovers #Rush #NeilPeart #MikeMasse #KyleHume

Today’s feature is a brief reflection on a friend who is missed by many.

It is a rare Ted Tocks Covers double shot. Very few of the words are mine. This is by design, because truth be told, nothing I share in this post is unique to me.

The purpose is to share how one person had a huge impact on so many people. As I so often say #MusicisLife, and through these two songs hopefully we will remember someone we hold close to our collective heart.

People on the outside looking in will likely be able to relate these feelings to someone they hold dear.

And on it goes…This is what makes music a universal language…Therapy for the soul.

Oftentimes, when words fail to come, music fills the space. Today’s song features the lyrics of Neil Peart, who so often found a way to relate to a mass audience through his contemplative prose.

Everyone has their song.

Some have many.

This is my song.

One of many.

Suddenly, you were gone
From all the lives you left your mark upon

I remember
How we talked and drank into the misty dawn
I hear the voices

We ran by the water on the wet summer lawn
I see the footprints
I remember

I feel the way you would
I feel the way you would

Tried to believe but you know it’s no good
This is something that just can’t be understood

I remember
The shouts of joy skiing fast through the woods
I hear the echoes

I learned your love for life,
I feel the way that you would
I feel your presence
I remember

I feel the way you would
This just can’t be understood…

I Remember

This is something that just can’t be understood.”

Neil Peart

I feel the way you would…

This is something that just can’t be understood…

I learned your love for life…

I feel the echo of your laughter…

I feel your presence…

Now take all these lines and switch the word I to WE.

WE learned your love for life…

WE feel the echo of your laughter…

WE feel your presence…

YOU touched us all.

YOU are dearly missed

Admittedly, Rush may not be for everyone, but take a moment and listen to this adaptation by Mike Masse. The piano rendition is absolutely perfect. Fittingly, Masse composed this cover as a tribute to Neil Peart in early 2020.

Now for a little change of direction. We are left to contemplate things we could have said and done if we would have known. This is a natural sentiment. In this song appropriately entitled ‘If I Would Have Known’ Kyle Hume speaks to this theme.

This song was shared to me by one of Alistair’s countless friends. Just one of many, to whom he gave so much of his time…just to listen…and laugh.

Here are the lyrics.

I still see you in
The places we would go
Like your face is painted on the walls
I’ve been trying to forget
All the moments that we spent
‘Cause now I do it on my own
Oh you and I were like the summer
But now it’s winter here on my own

If I would have known
That you wouldn’t be here anymore
I would have made the moments last a little longer
‘Cause now I’m alone
And you’re just a memory in my mind
I would have given anything to say goodbye
If I would have known
If I would have known

I remember how
We would laugh all the time
But now you’re not around
And I’m just trying to find
Something else to fill the empty spaces you left behind
But nothing ever seems to work
I’ve been thinking ’bout
The things that you used to say
Even not around
You’re in my head every day
But it’s fine I don’t mind
I promise I’ll be okay

If I would have known
That you wouldn’t be here anymore
I would have made the moments last a little longer
‘Cause now I’m alone
And you’re just a memory in my mind
I would have given anything to say goodbye
If I would have known
If I would have known”

Kyle Hume

I leave you with this.

There is nothing sadder than a song that fades out to soon, one whose melody is left unresolved. The volume suddenly dies and you strain to hear it for a bit longer but it’s gone, and you feel cheated out of the beautiful music that was coming. “

John Pavlovitz

The song is YOU.

WE remember.